I meant to write something a long time ago...I just have been so busy and overwhelmed planning for this trip.
Regrets: 1)bulking up but not doing cardio...haha 2)being in such a bad mood and being so stressed out and letting my emotions get the best of me to not fully enjoy and get my parents in on my planning. I hope you guys are reading this...I love you a lot and I am so grateful for what you have done to help me...maybe one day I can get my words/feelings and my actions to actually connect.
So I have about 3,600 dollars in my account thanks to sweet gifts from wonderful friends...
I had to delay my trip by a few days and then another whole day so my itinerary is going to be off a little bit.
To be honest I am really overwhelmed and nervous...but excited...but I know the first few weeks are going to be really rough...the last few months have been rough and I can't tell if that is a good thing for my trip or not...
Good news: I got my pack weight down to 30 pounds with two things of water and about 4-5 days worth of food.
My tent is starting to worry me cause it is big and kind of annoying but its about the only thing I can do to reduce my pack weight down more...thanks to my millions of medicines I kinda have to have they are pretty heavy...but I really want a tent cause I think I am going to need my little safe and quiet space...
I am beginning to be nervous that there won't be a ton of people around...I kinda feel like I need some...but wasn't the point of why I wanted to go alone so I wouldn't feel so much in need of people??
I wish I had been less scatter brained and had more time to really write all my thoughts...but to be honest I don't think my thoughts would work with me to write...
So I love you all and will miss you guys!!! Here are some fun pictures of the day before I left!!!
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