...I am lonely. That's how I feel right now. And then I wonder...what happens when I wander out alone for 5 or 6 months. Can some kinds of being lonely be good while others are bad?
I am lonely for the things I want so badly but seem so far off. I want what seems impossible to have. And that is a very lonely place.
God seems to get in my way a lot I feel. Doesn't He know what I want...so why does He have to get in the way all the time.
Sometimes I feel like I am watching myself go through the struggle of what it means to have to have to become a new person. I want to be someone that I physically and emotionally cannot be. Is it because I feel guilty or is it because I am truly taken over by God?
I think that I over think...a lot. But life just doesn't seem so simple.
So give me trees for days :)
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